The quiet days.

You know. Those days. You just dont know what to do. What to say. You want to do everything. You want to do nothing.
I had one of those days today. Its a weird feeling when all you want to do is just sit there and enjoy watching your life go by. Its not as if its depression its as if everything is going so quickly and all I want to do is hold on to it tightly.
My beautiful bambino started sitting up properly on his own today, still a bit shaky and can't balance that well but so close to doing it and he is only 6 months old, in a way it makes me happy to know we are bringing him up and he is learning everything from us.
I love spending time with my boys but its nice for one and one time together so once lilun is in bed we have our mummy and daddy time.
It almost feels like we're 20 year Olds again and its quite nice and all the memories come back from previous years.
I do miss the old times, but I wouldn't change these times for the world.
Bit of a weird blog today but its what I'm feeling today and it helps to write it down sometimes just so its not in my mind on my own xx