4th May....
Our little lady, Lacey...turned a whole 5 months today! How our lives have changed in 5 months have been pretty dramatic.
We've celebrated our second wedding anniversary, we've been on holiday for the first time with kiddies, we've learnt how to deal with two kiddies underneath our feet, we've felt like we've been the best we can for them & we've felt like we've failed.
Tonight I am going to bed, happily, after having a lovely day spending time as a family of 4 ..
(ofc + the dog making it 5).
Today I learnt that being a mum, you should never have to justify to anyone.
You do the things you do, because you find them the right thing to do in that moment in time. No, it may not seem relevant, not worth it to others...but to you, yes it does. Having to justify why your parenting the way you do, just makes you feel guilty. And no! I've stopped feeling Guilty. My kids are happy & they are happier when I'm laying on the floor playing with them knowing that am every little thing is going to be okay.
They can't get up and just walk out the house...(even if Harry did try today because he couldn't put his wellies on to go to bed, and he thought nan would let him...so he was going to walk to nans house. .... 5 mins later when the bath was running he soon came running in arms wide open forgetting his tantrum! The joys of being two).
It's been an amazing 5 months of being a mummy to two & I am excited with what lessons I get to learn throughout the next few weeks :) x
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