Changing Me.

I made my first batch of cupcakes today. 

They came out rather nicely..

Caramel Cupcakes with Butter Cream Icing.

I am hoping to make some for Harry's Christening, so I knew practice would be in need. It wasn't as complicated as I thought, but it also wasn't as easy as pie..or cake.

Also today, I received my first set of wages since having a baby and being married. It was so surreal to getting these, it felt like I wasn't just a mum, but a mum doing everything I possibly can for my lilun.
Seeing that name on them, written down for probably the first time since the wedding felt so strange too, as it was printed and it hasnt been like that apart from the wedding certificate when we signed the register on that day. 

It feels like my life might actually be going somewhere, somewhere that I am enjoying it...I'm starting to live it happily, rather than just making it a blur. I am going to remember these days and not let them slip through my fingertips :)